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Created on 2003-08-14 19:02:11 (#1256103), last updated 2005-11-15
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| Name: | sweet surrender |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-03 |
| Location: | moreno valley, California, United States |
| Website: | me |
failure by design
from my refection on this razor blade i've heard ten thousand dying screams and they are calling me.
i'm..not..looking..for..a..lover..all..those..lovers..are..liars..
i would [[never]] lie to you
that pillow over your face is just my way of taking the sleep out of your eyes
i'm thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images, and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned <3
[[never::again]]
i'll slit my throat with the knife i pulled out of my spine.
maybe when you find out that i'm dead, you'll realize what you did to me.
i .y e a r n. for your...
[[warm breath on my c.h.e.e.k.]]
[[g a z e on m e]]
[[boyish.impish.smile]]
[[:hand:on:the:small:of:my:BACK:]]
scratching the surface only creates scars
i hope you dont dig that far
urban legends of the ally.
[x]she doesnt like all of your friends.
[[just the ones that are overly nice and cute]]
[x]she has impeccable table manners.
[[the braces just kinda slow her down]]
[x]she is nothing without you.
[[please.lets.not.get.into.that]]
[x]she is a flirty little girl.
[[more shy then you will ever know]]
[x]she is never online.
[[cant get me away from it for a day]]
[x]she is the strongest person you will ever meet.
[[she has her moments]]
[x]she never cries.
[[never cries in front of people]]
i'd hate to think i pissed you off a g a i n
...andyousaiditbestmyheartyourhands...
[[::this::is::a::44::caliber::love::letter::straight::from::my::heart::]]
mix.the.chemicals.right.dear.
mix.the.chemicals.right.
cause.i.know.what.a.promise.can.do.
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